Can A Narcissist Ever Miss You?
We always want to believe he does, don’t we?
It hurts to think someone could be so hard hearted to say he loves you one minute then without any remorse tell you “I don’t love you” and discard you like yesterday’s news.
Who knows if he thinks about me,
I’m sure he does sometimes when he is missing what I can do for him.
That’s all ,, It’s all about him.
He doesn’t miss me the same way I miss and long for him.
He doesn’t see what he did to me as anything but moving on.
It hurts us like hell but he could care less.
He has one focus and one focus only and that focus is himself.
I can’t fathom this self absorption but it’s real and it changed the direction of my life.
The person I thought completed me, actually destroyed me but only for a time.
The thing is I do think about him.
I have a hard time remembering that he’s Satan Incarnate somedays when I get to remember the good times.
I need to stop and remember why I hated his behaviour towards me in the first place.
I was asking God to get me out of there but then when He did I wanted to go back.
I know that it makes no sense but that’s the evil of it all.
Something so off will not make sense because I truly believe that this is a spiritual realm thing.
It’s pure evil.
The battle is being fought but not in this world.
So, that should tell me who is all over The Narcissist ,, It’s Satan himself.
He will use whatever to kill and destroy.
The Narcissist will never miss me the way I miss him.
He didn’t feel any attachment.
His idea of love was just to not.
That’s not love because love is this,
For Love is patient, love is kind.
It doesn’t envy, it doesn’t boast, it’s not proud.
It doesn’t dishonour others, it’s not self-seeking, it’s not easily angered and it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love doesn’t delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres.
Love never fails but where there are prophecies, they will cease.
Where there are tongues, they will be stilled.
Where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Something The Narcissist will never know.
It’s sad but it’s the truth.
So even if he misses me, it’s not how I miss him.
Even if he said he loved me, it wasn’t how I loved him.
I know that I can and will love again.
I will move on and find real love but he never will.
Be happy and live your life one day at a time.
In the moment there’s a miracle waiting ,, just watch.