Don’t Waste Your Life Longing.

You are not the same person you used to be.
I don’t want to talk about myself when I read about all the implosions of marital lives and torn relationships, scattered families and shattered thoughts, light headed Victims still intoxicated from the heaviness of what happened.

Should I talk about the lies, the manipulation and the hidden cruelty behind it.

Should I talk about the one behind the mask?
Should I talk about the brutal discard I have experienced and the cold heartless smiles?

Should I talk about the hideous facts behind his cruel behaviour or his disgusting habits?

Should I talk about the life wasted for nothing?
Should I talk about the rage?

If you think that his rage is his worst then you are wrong just wait till it’s over and your name will be smeared, you are going to be gaslighted and demoralised.

It’s only the beginning.
If you think that it’s over then you are wrong?
You are going to deal with your longing and going in full length to fix it and you are going to get rejected or ignored.

You are going to try to find answers and closure.
You are going to search for the why?

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that he opened an old wound you never knew existed and you are exhausted already.

You are not ready to pick up the pieces now.
The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that no one will believe you or at least understand you.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that you will be afraid of the world, from people and maybe paranoid.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that the pain sometimes is unbearable.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that it feels like torture has left everyone in this world and is after only me.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is that you will be utterly sad.
Sadness will go then you are utterly afraid.
Fear will go then you are mad.

Madness will go then you are utterly lost.
It’s like a tag team working on you.

You will try to pick up the pieces of your life and tick tick tock time is running out.
Your wrinkles are showing.
Your beauty is fading.
You are aging and you can’t turn back time.

Your knees are hurting.
Your health is falling apart.
Your hair is falling and stress is your tormentor.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is the “how can I protect my Job or even get up out of bed to face another day”.
Trauma is in my head
Trauma is under my skin
It’s killing me, it’s hurting me, it’s painful and I can barely breath.

The most dangerous part of being involved with A Narcissist is everything and anything.

It’s probably the first hello.

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