I Forgive You But …
I never thought I would say these words but I forgive you.
I‘m not happy about what happened.
I‘m never going to be able to scrub my mind of our toxic memories but I‘m not going to hold onto this grudge anymore.
I was mad at you for such a long time and it slowly killed me inside.
My anger turned me into a pessimistic person.
It turned me into someone cynical, skeptical and bitter.
Holding onto my anger impacted me more than you.
You didn’t suffer the same way I did because you didn’t care about anyone except for yourself.
Staying mad at you was pointless.
I was only hurting myself.
After all this time, I can finally say that I forgive you because I deserve to move on from what happened.
I deserve to let go of the past and proceed into my future with a clean slate.
I‘m ready to forgive you because I have grown to pity you.
I used to focus on all of the ways you have hurt me but I never stopped to think about how difficult it must be for you to deal with your demons.
You have made a million mistake and even though you seem like you have no guilt, I‘m sure you blame yourself for everything you have lost.
I‘m sure you have trouble falling asleep at night knowing how many people you have hurt.
I‘m going to forgive you because you don’t matter enough for me to keep crying over.
I want you out of my mind for good.
I want to stop dwelling on you because you mean nothing to me now.
You proved what kind of person you really are and instead of being angry with you for showing your true self, I should be thankful that I have a chance to live without you.
I should be happy that I have plenty of time to get the hell away from you.
You just need to understand that even though I forgive you, it doesn’t mean I want you back in my life.
I want nothing to do with you.
I don’t want you around me.
You don’t deserve a place in my life.
I‘m ready to forgive you but I will never be ready to allow you back into my world.
I have a soft enough heart to put the past in the past but I‘m not stupid.
Talking to you again would not be nice of me.
It would be stupid.
It would only lead to more pain and I‘m done letting you hurt me.
I‘m done with you.
I want you to know that I forgive you.
I accept what you did to me but I never want to see your face ever again.