I’m Slowly Learning To Just Let Things Be.
I’m learning not to force things to happen.
I’m learning to just let things be.
To let things align with my life when the time is right.
To let the universe bring things to me without having to run after it because if I have to run after something, it means that it doesn’t want to stand still, it doesn’t want to be caught and it doesn’t want to stop at my door.
I’m trusting God that what’s meant for me will eventually find me no matter where I am.
I’m not going to be passive but I also won’t fight a losing battle.
I’m learning to let love find me.
I’m learning to stop decoding messages, mixed signals and signs.
I’m learning to wait for the clear message.
The message that is so obvious and easy to understand.
The message that doesn’t make me question or second guess anything.
I’m learning to let those who don’t want me in their lives go.
I might even hold the door open for them because I don’t want temporary visitors anymore.
I don’t want to share my bed with someone who doesn’t want to spend every night with me and I won’t share my heart with someone who doesn’t want to protect it.
I’m learning to let love find me when it’s real, when it’s simple, when it’s mutual and when it’s passionate.
I’m learning to be patient with myself.
I’m learning to take it easy on myself and my plans.
I’m learning to be kind to myself when I slip-up and patient enough to make my dreams come true.
I’m learning to forgive myself for my mistakes and let it be memories instead of labels.
I’m learning to let these mistakes prove that I have tried for things that weren’t right for me, that I didn’t always play it safe,
that I went for things I was unsure of and that I took chances.
I’m taking the wisdom I got from all these mistakes.
The wisdom that taught me that mistakes often happen because I’m forcing something that is not meant for me and I’m trying to get something I probably shouldn’t have.
I’m learning to stop trying so hard to control my life.
I’m learning that it is ok if I don’t have all the answers or if I’m not where I want to be.
I’m learning to let life take its course instead of trying to steer the wheel in another direction.
I’m learning that I won’t always get what I want but life will give me what I need.
I’m learning to treat life as a friend.
I’m trying to understand it.
To love it when it’s being difficult.
To accept it even when it’s frustrating me and to appreciate the experiences it has provided me with.
The memories it gave me,
The laughter it brought me and the sadness it put me through just to grow.
I’m learning to let things be and I’m learning to look at life as a person.
A person who is also still trying to figure it out.
A person who is flawed and a person who wants to be better on most days but falls short on other days like everyone else.
I’m learning to let the force of life move me instead of forcing it to stop.