Somethings Never Change!!
There’s this other type of love that doesn’t come dressed in everything you have ever wanted.
It isn’t every dream coming true.
It isn’t waking up one day next to someone and realising the only thing that matters is him.
It’s the opposite really.
Yes, it’s everything you have ever wanted standing right in front of you but he isn’t yours to have.
It’s every dream you thought of, imagining a life together but the closest you will ever get to it is when you meet him in your dreams.
It’s waking up alone and looking over at a bed you wish he was in.
It’s your heart breaking but you can’t even say anything because how do you explain or justify heartbreak when it’s someone you aren’t even with?
But the pain is real.
The love is deep.
And it hurts you to a point where you are on your knees crying alone because the only thing that hurts more than heartbreak is finding the right person when you or him isn’t ready for it.
It’s hard to come to terms with love being both beautiful and heartbreaking.
But that’s the reality of loving someone you can’t be with.
The honest truth is sometimes regardless of how good you might be for each other it just won’t happen.
I think there are such things as soulmates not ending up together.
And as much as I don’t want to believe that, I think you can go your entire life holding a little piece of your heart for someone else.
The right love is something we would define as perfection but the right love at the wrong time is a lot of people’s reality.
And you walk around with all these feelings you don’t even know what to do with because the only person you feel something for is the same one who can’t receive these intense emotions that keep you up at night.
For one reason or another, you are both standing there in front of each other and there’s no way to move because no matter what step you take it will never be together.
Sometimes love just isn’t enough to make something work.
So you painfully walk away looking over your shoulder one more time.
You begin to question love all but entirely.
You question yourself and your judgment.
You wonder why can’t it be so simple?
And you are left with no other choice but to move on.
Time moves on and the ache in your heart begins to fade away.
But the honest truth about loving someone you can’t be with is no matter how long you spend apart and grow on your own, those feelings don’t just go away.
You can bury it and hide it and even love again.
But there will come a time where you cross paths and every emotion will hit you like a wave and you will find yourself drowning in those same feelings you thought you left behind long ago.
You will look this person in the eyes and know whatever that ‘it’ is, it’s still there.
And it burns you from the inside out with just a simple look and one simple encounter will prove to you that somethings never change.