This Is For You SY.
My only mistake was falling for you so deeply and so quickly.
For a very short time you made me feel so happy and for this I thank you.
I’m trying to find out and understand what have I done to deserve all this cruelty from you.
Why are you treating me like your worst enemy and I don’t believe that you will treat your worst enemy in such cruelty.
Without a warning you disappeared, disappeared without even being bothered to confront me or tell me WHY?!
You didn’t give me a chance to understand when and why did you make me your enemy.
You didn’t give me a chance to defend myself.
It’s your choice if you don’t want me in your life and I have respected that but please leave me be and stop torturing me.
Your accusations and actions are unjustified and it’s cruel.
After everything you did to me I never slandered your name or said a bad thing about you but you are slandering and smearing my name mercilessly and all of this because I once loved you.
I don’t want to hate you and I won’t because it’s so painful already grieving the loss of the man I thought you were so please leave me be.
Even though we don’t talk but I still care about you so take a moment and think of one reason to why are you doing this.
For the sake of every smile and every good moment we shared even if it was fake stop the war you started without any reason because no matter what I will never engage in this war with you ,, I will never be a part of it.
I don’t know how can you be so cruel and so heartless?
Where’s the man you once were?
Where’s the man who had morals and principles?
For the love of God Samer take a moment and think because I have never done anything to hurt you so please stop hurting me.