This Is How You Will Miss Them No More!
You won’t miss them loudly.
You will miss them in the details.
You will miss them quietly.
You will miss them late at night when your slaughtered night turns your mind into a memorial service for what you once slept beside.
You will miss them in the empty moments and the still space that fills your day when you can’t convince yourself to stop diving into your brain.
This is how you will miss them.
Human beings ought to have been crafted from trees because they have a tendency to splinter and release into the skin of those they have loved.
They have a tendency to branch off into the veins of a human heart.
They have a tendency to root themselves into the soul of every human part.
This is why you will miss them achingly.
You will miss them jealously.
Your skin will sink when you see that they have moved on.
This doesn’t make you selfish and it doesn’t make you bitter or crazy, it makes you human.
This is why you will miss them maddeningly.
You will not miss them wholly but you will miss the highlights.
You will fail to remember all of the mismatched parts that lead you to make the decision to move forward.
That lead you to realise that your heart was better off in softer hands.
You will miss the mornings you spent curled up in their arms, forgetting that you never truly felt like you were home.
You will miss the Springs and the Summers of their love but you will fail to remember the frost that often came between you.
The cold chill of their Fall.
The desolate and unbearable distance of their Winter.
Above all else, please promise yourself that you will miss them with every inch of your bleeding heart but don’t miss out on life because of it.
It is important for you to live through the growing pains, for experiences will slowly pour into you knowledge and your soul will grow wiser.
You will see how you painted over your ashy memories with shades of rose and blush.
You will remember the winters and how you hated the cold.
You will sweat old love out like Scarlet fever and this ,, this, is how you will miss them no more.