We Were Meant To Happen But We Were Never Meant To Be!!
I now respond with ok instead of fine when people ask me how I’m doing.
I think that means something.
I no longer stare out the back bedroom window wondering if you might be there.
I know you never wanted me so why should I keep wanting you?
I replay our time together in my head when I’m alone at night.
Some nights more than others.
Like any sane person does when they go through something.
I was convinced you never stayed up thinking about me and You just slept.
I think about the little things I should have picked up on before.
The things that should have pointed me in a different direction.
Deep down we were too different.
I was an open book but you just browsed and returned me back to the shelf.
I often felt like you could go all day without talking to me and you would be content.
That bothered me and I don’t care how selfish it sounds.
If you want to talk to someone, you can and you should especially if they mean something to you.
All I did was sit at work and think about you.
People often say they regret relationships but I think that is unrealistic.
I don’t regret anything that happened because at the time it was what I wanted.
But with time comes understanding and now I understand.
We were meant to happen but we were never meant to be.