When You Are Suddenly Pushed Away!
You are either about to unmask him or you already have.
He can’t handle that at all, it’s so predictably true, everything you read, victims experiences highlighting the behaviour patterns, all accurate but still destructive in a human being.
I was completely absorbed by such covert tactics, always attempting to converse in a logical, thoughtful, compromising and understanding manner.
But faced with such a soul that challenges your very perception of reality with his version and sides with this version of it as fervently as you do with the truth.
This can include huge and obvious contradictions that easily show his integrity to be none existent as he will continue to back himself up despite the evidence taking place.
Through understanding I accepted my part in being drawn to him, a lesson and knowledge learnt the most hideous way.
I genuinely loved him, genuinely would have given him everything I could have physically and emotionally if it would have only been reciprocated.
I know it is about pleasing people for me but never again will I accept anyone abusing my nature and goodness.
I see through his tactics now, this is the one time this has happened, the one time I have seen the truth, trusted myself again and not accepted the behaviour.
I am no longer a supply for him, never will be and he knows that.
He struggles to come up with valid reasons to hurt me, he won’t admit the truth, it is all me, there is no accountability on his part, cold, distant and emotionally unaffected by the situation.
Always ready to escalate his sorry manipulating attempts.
No fuel anymore, it used to be premium grade and it just ran dry!
So call them out, that is definitely when you will be pushed away.
They will run like cowards from being exposed to protect themselves.
Sad Heartless Voids.
I just wish it would have happened sooner.