You Pushed Away Someone Who Only Wanted To Love You.
All I ever wanted was to be by your side.
All I ever wanted was to be with you for the rest of my life.
All I ever wanted was to hold your hand and give you strength as we face the world together but you just decided to push me away in spite of my best efforts.
Maybe you thought that you could do better even when I was already giving you my best and that’s why you decided to just mess it all up.
If you hadn’t let me go then I would probably still be standing right by your side.
If you hadn’t pushed me away then I would still be with you.
I would still be trying to love you with all of my heart because that’s really the only way I know how to love.
If you hadn’t taken me for granted, I would be showering you with all of the love and kindness that I could give.
I poured my heart and soul out to you and you left me hanging out to dry.
You never really acknowledged any of the things that I was willing to do for you.
You never reciprocated any of the efforts that I made for you.
You never really made me feel like anything I was doing would be good enough for you and that’s what hurts a lot.
That’s really what really drove me away.
I wanted nothing more than to get closer to you but you always made sure to keep your distance.
You were always shoving me back.
For every step that I took to get closer to you, you pushed me two steps back.
Do you not realise just how much I actually did for you?
Do you not see how much you have lost when you decided to push me away?
You are never going to find someone who is going to love you the way that I did.
You are never going to meet someone who would be willing to give you just as much as I was willing to.
When you pushed me away, you might have thought that you would eventually end up with someone better but you didn’t and you know it.
You may not realise it now but you will.
You will learn that you probably should have given me more of your time because you aren’t going to find someone who will be more deserving of it in the future.
I was really willing to tough things out with you.
I was looking to stay with you for the rest of my life.
I was only interested in just being with you until the very end of our days but you wouldn’t let me.
I was so ready to plan out the life that we would lead together.
I was so desperate to have a future with you.
You may have had your fair share of problems but I was still resilient.
I was still hopeful and I was still willing to endure.
I was still willing to go through various lengths just to have a shot with you but you chose to overlook all of that.
You just broke my heart and now I’m lost to you forever.
In the end, I’m not the one who is missing out.
I might have wanted to be with you forever but I’m not the one who will be regretting it when it’s all said and done.